After all that talk about re-evaluation this afternoon...I am in such a good mood. I have been talking to a casual friend of mine that I don't actually know that well, and it totally brightened my day. It is funny how a new face and viewpoint can totally refresh your own. And it's not that I don't enjoy talking to old friends, and having conversations where you can almost finish the other person's sentances-those conversations are great, too. But, getting to know someone new is always a great experiance for me. And, as is apparent by today's situation, it always puts me in a great mood. It's funny how many mood swings you can go through in the course of a few short hours....
I have always looked at life like a journey. A journey that you had to go on by yourself, without the aid of anyone, or anything else. However, despite this solitude, there are always others who will cross your path, and for a time, be it very long, or very short, they share the same road. You experiance the same tribulations, help eachother around the obstacles-just provide good company. And sooner or later, your paths will diverge and each will go their own way, making for themselves an individual and very solitary road. My somewhat cliche metaphor for friendship. It has been my personal experiance that friendships cannot always endure the test of time. for some reason, I make friends very quickly, but with the same speed that we grew together, we grow apart. this realization often leaves me feeling very lonely and inadequate. Because why else would I be left alone so often? But once I started to realize that this was mearly the natural order of things, the same sense of lonliness di...
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