After all that talk about re-evaluation this afternoon...I am in such a good mood. I have been talking to a casual friend of mine that I don't actually know that well, and it totally brightened my day. It is funny how a new face and viewpoint can totally refresh your own. And it's not that I don't enjoy talking to old friends, and having conversations where you can almost finish the other person's sentances-those conversations are great, too. But, getting to know someone new is always a great experiance for me. And, as is apparent by today's situation, it always puts me in a great mood. It's funny how many mood swings you can go through in the course of a few short hours....
I don't know exactly what it is, but lately I have really been evaluating my life. Where I stand, and where I'm headed to next. Like looking for a divine plan in the midst of all this seemingly monotonus down time. I guess I'm just wanting some balance. I heard something the other day that finally identified the feeling I have been having. The person said, "I feel like I have reached this high level of mediodocrity". I could relate to that.Wanting more out of the life you are living. Streching each minute to it's fullest extent. But then, maybe it isn't even my life that needs changing, Maybe, it's just a matter of perspective. There is so much to appreciate in life, and for some reason I have become very skeptical of the little things that make every day worth it. Things that inspire people to live great lives, doing great things. I don't really want to be so jaded. I just want to find a way to appreciate life in a new way, despite all the negativ...
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